I suddenly felt inspired to write in this blog after my long hiatus. Lot of things have changed since I last wrote. I’m getting some ass, and am in a psuedo healthy relationship! Yeah-yeah! I’ve been feeling on top of the world for the past couple of weeks, but it started creeping up again… the panic, the anxiety, the fear. I started getting really fucking anxious about this and about fucking that. But then I had somewhat of a revelation. I was so compelled that I felt like writing it down. I’ve been so focused on the present, that I don’t look at the big picture. I concentrate on each individual project, but fail to think about the future of the product. Upper management doesn’t give a fuck about the dev work that’s going on. They want to get excited about the ideal of the product. Same thing can be applied to life. I live for the now, and am not concerned about the future as much as I should be. Now that I’ve addressed the problem, I must now work on resolving these issues.
