It’s been 8 months later and everything is absolutely the same! My manager is still a cunt, and I’m still living a life of mediocrity. I’ve recently been going rapidly in a downward spiral by drowning my distain for my work situation with near daily drinking and smoking binges. And the more I drink the more the feelings of anger, despair, and delusions of granduer come out. However, the one bright amongst all this is my gf that I am growing more and more attached to.
Now lets solve this shit.
Body: – First step is that I got to get my body and mind right. That means I need to cut down on drinking. I can’t be picking up a six pack to drink after work every week. I won’t amount to shit if I just want to get drunk everyday.
Priorities: – My main priority will be my own happiness. This means I must always be myself. No sugarcoated fake work personality. Also, if I’m not happy with my current work situation I need to proactively try to improve it. I can’t remain being passive and end up getting shitted on at the end.
Goals:- I need to set realistic goals. I can’t dream that everything is going to work out great without putting in any work. If my goal is to be my own boss, then I need to work on being my own boss. Until I put in the work, then I can’t assume that I’ll be fine without a job.
Fun: I got to remember to make life fun. If life is miserible, then something is seriously wrong. And rather than passively accept it like a bitch, I need to wake up and proactively set out to control my own destiny.
