I’m much happier with life now. I’ve been in a steady and healthy relationship with a bomb, down ass girl. I still have a cunt for a manager, but at least I now have my own ‘crew’ at work which I can be myself with. However, my vices have gotten stronger and I’m still a lazy fuck when it comes to pursuing outside interests. I may never become the self-made success that I always wanted to be, but I need to at least take a chance. One thing I can proactively do is to eliminate my vices. Chain smoking has lost its pleasure, and is now just a force of habit. It’s time to quit cold turkey again, and I’m optimistic that everything else will fall in place.
